Trapped

How can emotions just change in one second? This morning I had this nice feeling until I talked to somebody from the past. This is unbelievable, like when you think something has passed and then in one second everything just gets worse again, almost even worse than in the beginning and you can't do anything with it. You who have lost a friend because of a fight, you know, sometimes you can stay in touch or like act like friends for a while, but then you say something or the other person says something about the past which you didnt solve. Then everything gets lit up again and you start blaming again and the other part defending him/herself. Sometimes even if you really want to forget it can be so hard, especially if you were badly hurt. Well here I was sitting with a cat on my lap, I guess she didn't like the fact that it was kinda raining on her so even she left me and went to her cup. I just hate this pain in my hearth that's there because of anger and grief and things that I've said and done and things that happened to me but I still hope things will be OK one day. I hope my aunts neighbours don't hate Tiziano Ferro, If they don't do that yet I'm sure they will soon cos I've been listening this song on repeat since I came here.